girl all i would say is atleast try gelling with the family and try to love your husban and become his paaoon kee beree, this way he will think thrice before leaving you for dubai. Yaar communication is the key, make sure you tell him how much you love him and try becoming a part of the family, 2 things will happen ppl will start accepting you and you will get out of depression (somewhat) as well. Baaqi Allah kee marzee.
Allah tumhein khush rakhay :k: AAMEEN.