Personality changes

LP · May 10, 2012, 11:01am

Re: Personality changes

You were on TV when you were young How can you be shy?

Zardari or Musharraf? now what do you say?

I changed after I met M(husband)
Shy until 10th grade(even around my teachers)..but one day I randomly met a senior from my former school..who was M’s bestfriend..we started talking..he introduced me to his friends..M and I became good friends..we started dating..I involved my parents..and so on..after 3years, in between which M had become much more religious than his own family, he broke up with me..he said he couldnt continue this haram relationship anymore neither could he marry me since his mom was against it..his family was religious mine wasnt..
All this brought a huge change in me..from being depressed and vunerable, I became bitter and b*tchy..I lost contact with all my friends and family..disrespected my parents..once they were proud of me now they were ashamed of me..I was a high achiever now I was failing miserably..
It was then I started Uni..found new friends..and got deeper and deeper into this dark hole..dating, doping and alot of other evils I rather not remind myself..an year passed..in between which, my mom was in contact with M..they used to cry together on the phone cause of me:smack: M used to stalk me lol so he knew what I was upto..my family was very upset and they started ‘changing’..asking help from Allah..and now they were more like M and I was the odd one out:bummer: During all this M was distant from his family and refused to get married lol yes filmy I know..so one day his mom says when r u taking me to sahr’s place..so he comes back to me and I kick him on his butt lol..I was not ready to change my lifestyle for him..mom and M explained to me that what i was doing is wrong..that I am ruining my life here and in the Hereafter..gradually I started changing again lol and now everyone is happy with me:hehe: my parents, my husband and my inlaws..I try my best to follow the right path..
But the year in which I lost M brought a hell lot of a change in me..I became much more confident and now I know how to address my views..i respect people but at the same time they are afraid of me..afraid to question, hurt or piss me..duno why but thats the way I am now..