Re: OK I did it..I asked him out!
True, but not calling is a sign of well, I dunno, I;m not gonna over analyse, I just know that I’m not going for a movie today, maybe some other day.
The fact that this was gonna be a sneaky thing (my folks don;t know) i think in some ways I;m happy i didn;t go, I did tell God that if he thought I did something wrong here to just not let this thing happen. So I;m thankful in a way, I;d rather do this with my folks consent.
I;m not being negative about this guys, I got the ball rolling, it may just stop right today, or it could get better for me.
Sorry the assumption that “he doesn’t care” was tyed out between holding back tears, but I don;t want my mascara to run.