Ok I am seeking justifications for my actions but

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Re: Ok I am seeking justifications for my actions but

@Chipotle

It’s not about that, I am a very loving and affectionate person in general. It’s more in terms of having a mental block in my head which always restrains me of showing my affection to some one who is not my husband . I am 100% sure that I’ll beat the heck out of myself by just feeling guilty if I said something intimate to some one who is not related to me.

thanks for the advice, encouragement and such a lovely dua
p.s. can you please pass my details to those amazing guyz lolz

haha yeah California is severely lacking too…guess I gotta move to Chicago!