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There has been some anxiety for almost 1 year now between me and this chick where i Operate. She is a Tall, Fine, Smart, Very nice Natured, Turk Muslim Girl.
Since the lovely dude I am; I once or twice enthusiastically talked to her and complimented her of her various attributes. She got happy.
We then on cross daily. She is awefuly goodlooking and so I cant help react a bit different/shy when shes around me. Also Im the busy type so not really the going after girl type.
Earlier one of my colleagues around me told me to ‘ask her’- which she overheard.
But what she didnt hear was that- he was not asking me to directly ‘ask her out’.- It was something else.
Further-on one day i stated a convo with another girl (in her presence), and before I knew it this girl revealed a very very noticebly jealous clear behaviour infront of me- only to know later the big fool she made of herself.
On realiseing that the chick whom i was talking to cooly (since had not attracted towards her) was a a mere work acquaintence.
Ok next day she does another act infront of me, to make up for the silly one she did yesterday. She tried showing what i saw yesterday was not as so and she is not bf.s with anybody.
It also did not go past my notice the bought 2-3 girls who see had behind her like they were checking me while she was talking to somebody infront.
Well, time went on we didnt see each ther for months- but now we do and every time i see her i notice this kind odd anxiety towards - nt being proud (like if shes likes me or wants me to talk to her or ask her out).
But I notice her unconcealeble instant jealous/stressed outness when I talk or to laugh with other girls.
For some reason I also have feelings of insecurity:- Although she is goodlooking and nice natured- I cant ask her out or marry since shes turkish- and think things would work out long term. (family, mixing, cultural diff)
But since she so smart- it seems as though shes returning fire and knows how to hurt me. She chats to various guys sometimes simialr to how I do somtimes, infront of me and I cant help feeling extremly jealous.
I feel jealous because I know those white/whatver dudes shes talking with are out there jsut to USE her for a 1 year or term relation. But shes muslim
and shes a nice girl and i hate it when this happens. I dont want her to get in wrong company ad end up a sad story. I just dont.
Or maybe she is indeed her smart self and only doing it to make me feel bad or force some reaction out of my shynes.
Today she really made me ***$%# by chatting to particular guys.
What do I do. What is going on in the mind of this girl and mine!. She has much ‘girly’ emotions however she is still very intelligent.
Can someone tell me whts going on. I mean Im a normal dude, get attracted to girls. But I dont usually ask girls out.
But I just feel there is also an anxiety between us. I think somtimes i need to be brave and tell her we need to sit down for 5 mins for a chat. (decently).
HELP PLS. I know mummy told me to keep away from Chicks. But Trust me.Its not my fault this time is it c’mon.
Hlpe.Thankyou. And no thids is no self-image booster thread like one of ‘Pak-One’. You just know girls go for anyone thes days.
but I am used to it considering my blog entries are like this all the time 