sigh… i guess ure rite rockon. its just that i m sooooooo overly super doper sensitive it hurts me really bad. plus i m sort of a person who thinks wayyyy to mch and stresses abt the smallest thing. i dont forget and move on… honestly i only hurt myself in the end. sometimes i wish and cry thinkin i wish Allah made me super thick… i care too mch. i wish i cud b as easy goin anf chalaak as other gals… but i m not. i m straight forward and not political like other gals plus it dusnt help that i m HORRIBLE at hidin my facial expressions and inner feelings. this is the only biggest fault in my personality. if i learn to control my xpressions and anger i think i can conquer everything.. everyone says wot i feel inside it shows on my face… be it anger, hurt, jealousy.. evreythingggggggggggg… its sooo bad i feel so vulnerable… i wish someone cud tell me how to control my feelings.. i m proud of u rockon fr being so strong and carryin on. u deserve this ranting cus u had these pent up feelings and needed an outlet to take it out. just hang in there and always remember there r ppl like u who r also in alot of pain and somehow still alive and hangin in there. loads of love.