Re: Need help to save my engagement :(
I don't think anyone should be sidetracking the main problem and discussing other issues here (or maybe you can in a different thread)- let's help out the girl who needs advice here.
Stardust, you have to think of what's best for YOU before anything else. The last thing you want is for your life to be sad and miserable, and for problems to occur between you and your future husband. Do istikhara, it's the best solution.