my turmoils begin again. fed.up of myself.

[Lusi]

Re: my turmoils begin again. fed.up of myself.

@nadz123

Of course I think of kids. And no I don’t want to live with my parents.how cab I think of employment when he doesn’t want to come here yet. **We are here for a long holiday I wants to get away and for a while.hence the 5 months gap ** but how can I work when he wants us back. I would love to work. So please don’t give me the freeloding speech

I wish I was working had a home in the UK and I.believed we were making steps in that direction. But obviously not.

This pretty much sums up how serious you are about the whole move. I know people who will find a job even if it is for 2 months, you are here for 5. By getting a job you could be proving him that you are serious.