mash'Allah!
i wish i had that kind of courage that you have as i am same age as you.. i cannot leave this country that i call home and go to pak, it's like starting new life. will u be completing school there? job? what will u be doing?
thank you, its only with the help of that which is above me that i am doing this
i have no intrest in education, schooling, nor high end jobs
i am satisfied with the simply work that becomes alot of money in pakistan
with my 4million rupees, ill put some in the bank to grow, and well, i hope ill find some things to invest in or start small things like having 2-3 cars drive savaris etc
on top of that, i have 24 vigga(fields) of nice punjabi soil where ill buy a waterbuffalo and maybe hold a worker there whom i can pay to maintain my fields, and feed/bathe/milk my cows :)
if you want to understand my thinking, think of me as having a malangi/fakiri line type of such
i dont have intrest in useless "haha" with friends, nor what people my age have an intrest in, i find happyness being with fakiri people, listening to sufi chanting , wandering the jungles alone
oh and if need be, ill go back and work 6-12 months, and return with a couple of millions to have behind my back :)