respect786...thanks for your comments it feels nice to know there is someone who had undergone a similar situation as me on my wedding day. I'm so sorry your wedding wasnt good either...but mashallah it sounds like you have a blessed marriage and that is what counts at the end of the day.
I feel the same way aswell, like i dont want to watch my video as it just depresses me so much when I look at my pics and video. My sister has got all her wedding clothes now from pakistan and they are absolutely gorgeous! even her jewellery.. I am so happy that she got what she wanted and im happy that she will have the wedding that she always wanted..When did you get married? was it in pakistan? Was it really that bad?
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thanks