My sincere advice is think seriously abt where your marriage stands and take a decision, its easier in the beginning but once u get pregnant or have a baby and things wont change it would be very hard, no one can judge your situation better than you, you have to decide if you can tolerate this stuff forever or half ur life. My prayers are wid u.
I know haania....i feel being punished by Allah.swt and ask his forgiveness in every namaaz n duaa....I am ready to have suffered in any other way and find it so hard to believe this is happening to me....i can't believe i was born with such fate....my mom n dad tell me the same thing....that few years down the road it would be impossible to "get out".
Please keep me in your prayers....