was really tired today so dropped down on bed at around 9, wasnt planning on sleeping tho…
i wear chappals [slippers] in the house and in my laziness i dint even bother to take the chappals off and feet were kinda off the bed
fell asleep
woke up when i felt something moving on my feet…
my daddy ji had jus come back from the masjid and he was really slowly trying to take off my chapplein so i wont wake up… 
and then he put a blanket on me and turned the fan on and the light off…
my daddy ji isnt the expressive by words kind of person…when he saw id woken up he jus said irem kitchen mein keley [bananas] rakhay haen [coz i eat keley a lot and they were finished]
sometime when i wake up in the morning i see toffees on my worktable, papa leaves em in the morning on the table..he always tells me irem har wakt computer pe bethi rehti ho thak jao gi doodh pya karo
even though im working now my dad never lets me pay for anything myself even if its a big expenditure..
and i dont even ever do anything for my dad..im always so involved in my own life…
i just said to papa i need a study table and it was there the next day…i need a lamp and it was there…
when i was younger there was a ramzan when only papa and i were waking up for sehri and papa wouldnt let me make sehri, hed wake up himself and make sehri and then wake me up
my mom was out of town and papa came with me to the women shopping center and helped me findin matching cloth for the kameez of my shalwar
when im washing dishes in the kitchen and papa is there he always comes and asks me irem hato mein dho doon
when i was having my exams papa would make mango milkshake and come and gimee when i was studying
the other day my shoes were dirty and i was washing em and papa said irem is tarhaan nai dhotay hato mein dikhaon and i said papa nai but my papa ji said nai dekho is tarhaan dhotay haen and washed my shoes with his own hands..
…
*crying
He says it really loud so everyone can hear. Now, he also brings me breakfast in bed and gives me a kiss on the forehead every single morning and says the sweetest things, “meri gudiya”, “meri pari”, etc. God, I’m a spoiled cow.