So if you have already decided that you are not a Muslim then why do you have to proclaim this here again and again? You can go live your life and leave us alone to live the way we want to.
The same can be said about you , No body is shoving Islam down your throat on these boards. You are the restless soul who wants to believe that Islam is not a true religion but you cannot find your peace. 1.2 billion Muslims have found their peace in Islam no matter what you say or do they are not going to agree with you. But you are looking for ones who would agree with you. You will find 4.8 billion who agree with you and have their own website you can go and find your peace there.
But then you wished to go through it one more time. Why ?
care to share ?
I am not sick of you asking questions but I feel that you are scared to let go and not firm in your belief of Islam not being religion of truth. If you had that belief you would not try this way or that way to get a definitive answer about the falsehood of Islam.
Yes our belief is firm and that gives us peace of mind and solace , you are still dangling with an straw . May Allah help you. Ameen.
No you did not , you will come back and tell us that you have been through this 21 times and want to believe one last time that Islam is not a true religion and you want to go work with Pope.
I can see that you were born in a Muslim family and that is a big problem for you , you cannot let go of what was instilled in you from your childhood. So why fight it ? What will you loose if you believe in what you do not want to believe in ?
I have told you in another thread belief is a lifelong struggle. Specially for those who think , and it is a big test. May Allah show you the right path. Ameen.
What makes you think that if you can prove that Mohammed(SAW) married more wives than he(SAW) was allowed to , you have found a definitive answer to your search for truth ?
Then you will work to find answer to bigger questions.
For example, If everything needs a creator , then who created the creator ? Do you have definitive answer to this question ? I do not. That is why I believe in one single creator Allah and Allah’s profit(SAW). The day I can find answer to this question and you can find definitive answer to this question I will join your ranks, till then Alhumdulliah , I am a Muslim.