Re: Miserable, Confused and Just Can’t Take It..Help please..
Thanku for taking the time to offer me such detailed advice.
I feel so…broken right now…I have told him to stop calling me yet he continues to just to tell me how horrible I am. I don’t understand…why…I had to meet him if it wasn’t going to work? Is this some cruel twist of fate?
I’m angry at myself for picking up his calls…a part of me is terrified of being lonely…my family is quite dysfunctional and I guess…he just..listened to me. Sometimes.
What do I do…how do I feel better about myself? How do I forget him and the past and how do I strengthen my faith again? Right now I just feel lost, depressed and broken. I feel like killing myself for being so naive and for letting myself get hurt again…please someone tell me how to move on…how to banish these thoughts…how to get back on track…what do I do..
