I just have to share this with someone. Cant talk to anyone around about this…
I just saw some pictures on facebook on a friend's profile and accidently saw pictures of my ex/1st love’s wife and daughter. His daughter is so adorable and looks like him. It just awoke so many feelings in me.
I feel bad cuz I am married and shouldn’t start missing someone *who left me cuz his parents lied to him about me and my family. *
I feel like crying… why don’t these memories disappear? I am married to such a wonderful man and I love him so much. Then why do I keep thinking of another man who was in my life so many years ago. It was 11 years ago that we met and it has been ages since we stopped talking.
Why do I sometimes feel like having a last conversation with him to tell him that he hurt me so much. ** He ended it all by sending me a text message 8 years ago and we never spoke after that. ** I feel that this chapter hasn’t been closed properly…
I am finding it hard to resist to go ballistic on you. Don't you see the irony in what you just said? You are married to a good man, so cherish these moments while you can. Why do you have to go back to someone who did not treat you nicely, blindly believed what his parents had to say, and was inconsiderate enough to end it all by sending a text message?