Re: marriage emotions?
Pinks, i cried at my rukhsati and even had tears after the nikkah was done…but my mom was like “dont cry, we paid $— for your face” 
, but then during rukhsati, when she spoke to me i just bawled, not caring abt my makeup… but they do tell u that if ur gonna cry, DAB at your eyes, not RUB…that will keep it from smearing and looking totally ruined