Re: Loving your spouse in an arranged marriage…(Brick Lane)
IMO things like attraction and falling in love are very natural and effortless they just happen unconditionally and rather quickly.
No one can question your love for your husband now but yours was a very shall we say ‘controlled situation’. you knew you had to marry him so probably made an effort to start liking him. Maybe you didnt meet each other that often or didnt date.