Iggle, I read your story and the way I felt was indescribable - the last time I felt like this was when one of my close friends lost her dad and then mom within two weeks. I felt so lost for words. Just like I did when reading your post.
But now after seeing you think and live life so positively and gratefully, it made me swell with pride and brought a smile to my face - you are one heck of a strong woman, may Allah bless you always. :)
Jazak allah khair. :)
And PSquarded too! What friendly guppies we have on Gupshup!