Lost it !

wajii · August 19, 2011, 2:48pm

Re: Lost it !

I am sorry for your loss .. May her soul rest in peace. I am not sure what to say that will make you feel better ..

2 years ago, when i just moved to canada for my masters. It was september and i was trying to get myself adjust in this new environment and university. by the mid of november when the baqr eid was near. my brother told me that my dad isn’t feeling well. he was hospitalized and then everything got fine .. he caame back home on december 4th. I asked for his reports and my brother sent them to me. Never had this thing in my mind so i always thought that he wuold be fine. so my final exam started and on last exam my brother called me to come home dad isn’t well. I reached home and i saw my dad in ICU. i discussed with doctor what can we do and while I was discussing it (i was the only one in the room) my dad started to breath harder. doctor use the electric shock thing to give his heart a little push but he couldnt make it. My dad passed away, right infront of my eyes. I saw doctor treating him which i had never imagined someone wud ever treat my dad. I am the youngest son and my mother was sitting outside and my brother was out as well for some medicines. I couldn’t tell this news to my mother. I went outside as if everything is normal and went to my brother and told him. I couldn’t cry because of my mother. then came the toughest part for me. When i was giving ghussal to my dad. I can’t get that time out of my head when my dad’s body was in my hands. The person who held me in his arms, the person who took care of me in every moment was there, infront of me, dead .. it was painful … I cried my heart out .. ..

the point of telling this story isn’t that i am looking for any condolence. the death of loved one is always painful but you can’t stop life and time. things must go on. All i can pray that may God give you courage to bear this losss .. Amee.

You are a really brave person dude. Wish i were too…