Re: living together
Guilt mirch bhai - Guilt of knowing that you are doing something morally wrong ( let us keep the religion aside for a mo ) … so after a long day , when one sits in a dark corner of his/her room … Then this guilt becomes a mirror , showing your real self to you and believe me it always shows a very hideous picture of your life …
On a contrary - I still hope/pray that something good comes up for OP - if she is genuinely in this condition … so she could live a better life then what she is presently living …