Re: Ladies and guys please read, cheating gf
I think you’re trolling us, billyboy. But just in case you are not, my suggestion would be to not get married to anyone until you work on yourself first. Others have already pointed out which areas you need to focus on to improve yourself. At the moment, you are not ready for a relationship with this girl or anyone else. Take some time to educate yourself on Islam, morality, and humanity. Work on your insecurities and trust issues. Maybe you’ve had a colourful past, and as a result, you have such a tough time trusting others? Regardless, even if you have indeed been lied to, forgiveness is a great quality to have. Spend time on your own character development, and leave behind anything that pulls you into darkness. You’ll find more long lasting peace that way than any temporary solutions.