I’m not feeling guilty for years. I just remembered him recently again. I had completely forgotten about him, until I ran into his sister and she started telling me about their family problems, which made me feel very sorry for him.
And when I wrote this thread, that’s just when someone had told me that he had moved out of the building some time ago.
No, I haven’t been feeling guilty actually. This is the first time in years that I felt a bit guilty.
Besides, it’s mostly other people who kept wondering all these years about why back then I hadn’t been nice to him and to all other people… Do you know that people made up strange lies about why I wasn’t kind to him that one day, the same day I was unkind to everyone… That’s also a reason for me to find him and apologise, because I love to see the look on peoples faces when at least one of the lies they made up against me, was proven false. I don’t say anything, but just watch their look in a situation like that and hope that they learn not to lie again. And it’s just funny, a look like that on their faces. I like comedy.
I move on, and everyone else keeps testing me on past things and keep wondering about why I said that or done this. I do everything nowadays, have no more problems with anything, and people keep saying, but … amount of time ago (years, months, whatever) she had said this, now why is she today not having a problem at all?
It’s funny and it makes me laugh. I just enjoy it and let them waiste their time.