As I said, you seem to be sincere in your questioning.
However your question shows that you are not even familiar with the concept of a “Holy Book”, be it Vedas, Bhagvad Geeta, Granth, Tora, Injeel, or Quran.
So you gotta understand (at least) and if possible, believe in the concept before you start your journey of exploration. Otherwise you are stuck in square one (of the religious belief system) for the rest of your life
“yes you can!”
— as used in the recent USA election campaign.
Correction! You go to scholar (or better come to this forum 
) if you are confused.
If on the other hand, you are sure about your interpretation, then you are all set to go.
Who is Mullah (in this age of enlightenment) to stop you and force you to change your belief system. Because on the day of judgement when we all shall see Allah SWT, we shall answer based on OUR beliefs and OUR aamaal.
On that Glorious day, you won’t be able to say “Oh I did it, because Mullah asked me to”. No Madaam. That day it will be you and your maker. That’s all.