Is this necessary

Tab D awsum thread. ure newly married so these things mst b irritatin i can understand :D anyway i also HATE, with all my heart the xpectations that paki ppl have of a married woman. so wot if i m married??? i hate wearin gold.. i look sooooo amma in it and its sooo not hot! i cant match it with my clothes... plus i automatically feel old!! another thing i hate just becus i m married i cant wear jeans or tops... makes me feel like a prisoner really. ppl cannot imagine a married woman wearin jeans let alone a mother. but i plan to change that! i m preggo 5 months almost near end and i still wear jeans. to hell with the world. y shud i stop dressin nicely and stylishly cus i m preggo? but trust me i know i m treadin on the wrong path, m sure ppl esp my ILS must b appalled at my dressin :D i m proud i m able to still fit into nice jeans and wear nice tops without displayin my bump which is a little big now but not that obvious.
i also dun understand the need for us to b mature and all.. y cant i b funny, fun lovin and all? sure marriage is responsibility and that shud b taken seriously but other than that, y cant i dance, make jokes and have fun?? it feels like marriage means suddenly u need to act all aunty, dress like an aunt and feel like an aunt!!