Re: is it natural ....
even a million years are less for you only if you try to judge some1 only by their facial expressions
Divine -light = i Do not say that she does not like you or you do not like her , but after all that strong attraction you don't have any intimacy or relationship with her which actually means you both are complete strangers for each other.
Perfect strangers in a pefect can do anything
That is not love = that is your own perfect world where you want things your way- that is you want some1 as pretty or as shy as her without even talking to her - judging on your own :)
but once when you will know the real world - maybe it will be too late then .
The quran and islam as well allow you to have a good look at the other person while deciding for your marriage etc .
I hope you understand better someday