Thanks guys.
I just had another argument with my mum.
I went to her room to ask her if i should cook dinner tonight as she has been working today, and she didnt even answer and said
have you been to the gym? which i have, so i was like yeah i did a good workout.
And then she was like well we need to do somethiing about your weight because thats not enough, you have to do more excercise tonight.
I was like no way im already so sore and tired i feel i have done enough.
and she also went on about my skin, my feet just everything. LIke have you washed your face today (obviously i have) i really take care of my skin! and it just annoyed me
Then i said her being all angry and forcful and not helping me and making me feel less motivated and deflated and i wish she would just let me be and not go on and on all the time.
Then she like fine i wont say anything anymore and just walked out the room.
Its so annoying!
MAybe this should be moved to life1?
Oh God Alvena ur mom is gonna make u depressed n sick seriously. All she's thinking abt ur weight n proposals but not ur feelings n the way its affecting u. Is there any way u can go away somewhere(to grandparents /other relatives etc or come over here to ur aunt in calgary)for a while. get rid of this negativity, revamp, refresh n then go back. Tell ur mom n dad plain don't look for any rishta for me n don't wory abt me. i'll find one myself. i'm getting mad now. i wish i knew ur mom i would hav talked to her abt it.