I'm gay....what do I do?

[mama_ki_dua]

@tt01

-so I understand that us pakistanis believe that gays are the scum of the earth so what am i to do.
-let me start by saying, it is not a choice. i can remember liking boys back when i was three years of age and over the years it has not changed, i’m in my 20’s now.
-Here are the reasons I will not marry a girl:

1. it will not be fair for the girl
2. most of my family already has an idea that girls don’t really appeal to me so it would be extremely awkward being with a girl knowing that my family knows that i have a thing for boys
   -my family and i live in north america and we aren’t the most religious family, but we are pakistani
   -plz don’t recite the Quran to me, yes i know what it says about homosexuality
   -Don’t think that suicide hasn’t crossed my mind. me killing myself would be more damaging to my family then me telling them i’m gay
   -plz, i want to hear what you have to say about pakistanis being gay

You can’t help being what you are. People will talk but who cares? Pakistani people don’t even need a reason to talk.
I hope you find a nice sughar larka that you can get married to