Re: I wrongfully accused my husband of abuse—please please help!!!
Its not your father’s fault at all. You ran to him, and by your admission in the above posts, more than once. As a father he then probably thought you are living a miserable life.
You want his forgiveness? Stop passing the buck around, man up and accept your massive share of the blame. Then go and apologise to him. You are even refusing even now to accept any blame.