he he he, i wish i was as good as you in eye makeup 
thank you mama ki dua, i amt taking my time, but it just scare me, what if i am being too picky?? what if i regret being too picky in few years when i have no rishta. but i pray for the best from ALLAHTALA.
all of you are seriously the BEST really!!!. i made those post because sometimes i really do get concern about what if i am doing something wrong, and you know how in real life no one share that stuff with you, if i ever say these things to my friends they will never admit they do the same thing, they would tell me that they are too busy with work/school that they don’t have time for these things. i remember long time ago when i had recently started dreaming about marriage and a perfect wedding i told my cousin about my dreams and the things i wish for, she told me that i shouldn’t think of these things because “jo hum soochtay hain woh kabhi nahi hota, tou soochna hi nahi chahiyeh”. she is now engaged to a very good looking, well off and a nicest person ever so when i look at her i think sometimes that maybe she was right. she never though of these things so she got it all, and me, who dream so much in detail, is still waiting for the perfect guy and the big day. but thank you all of you awesome ladies, now i am not so much in doubt anymore