Re: I need friends 
For me, it’s not even about going out. It’s more about having a close connection with someone. I was never allowed to go out on my own in my teenage years, but my family and I are pretty adventurous and outdoorsy. Unfortunately most brown people don’t like the great outdoors. Most brown brown girls I’ve met would rather sit and talk inside rather then go exploring.
I’m not very familiar with the geography of UK. I’ve only been to London and a handful of smaller cities close by. How is the midlands area? Any good hiking areas around there?
Do you think if you were married, you’d have an easier time maintaining friendships? My husband has this one single friend who tags along with us every time we plan camping or hiking trips. I found it weird at first but all the wives have gotten used to him now. Any chance you could do the same?