i hata my husband

i guess nobody out there feels the way i feel makes me think im abnormal
if there is even one person out there who has this feeling then plz contact me i would like to share the whole story personally i dont wanna go waaa waaaa publically bec sirf wohi samajh sakta hai jis kay dil par beetti hai nobodyelse
he doesnt beat me doesnt abuse me but pricks me where it hurts most