Re: I feel LONELY!
It is stupid to ask how are you after reading ur post I am so sorry to hear about your mother I pray ALLAH gives her peace and high place in heaven Amin ! I or anyone just can remove ur pain of being ignored or lonely,its you who can solve this situation you better choose 1 or atleast two friends but choose wisely with whom u can feel good adn share ur happiness and sorows of your life.It might be difficult for you to choose your friend in this cruel world but the matter of fact good are still breathing in this planet earth.If you are afraid of making friends coz they might hurt or not a good thing so let me tell you a story of a Monster of a closet ! Once a boy is so afraid to open his closet coz he thinks that in his closet there is a monster n he will hurt him.So the boy dnt open the closet.Once the boy opened the closet and he see no monster in there it was just in his head and after that he never get afraid of opening the closet.So for you just give it a try and u vl find no monster.
And about your mother i dont know wot to say but keep trying one day she will realize that YOU EXIST and she will not ignores you ! You just keep tryin and try not to hate those things that happen to you live a happy life n itx your own life so you have to take care of it study well make friends watch movies ! And if you think being sad and lonely gona end or solve ur probs so forget it wont happen you have to do it by urself ! & INSHALLAH in near future you will be the most happiest person of this world !