I am TERRIFIED at the thought of dying.

Re: I am TERRIFIED at the thought of dying.

Question - why do you have to visit graveyard to remember our death ?
Whatever happened to the notion of -
Dil main rehti hai tasveer-e-yaar (in this case, death)
Jab gardan jhukaai, daikh li.

Also, remembering death every night before going to sleep is very dis-comforting and psychologically scary for me. Just makes me feel so futile and insignificant.