thank you so much i will INSHALLAH do what you suggested.
thank you redvelvet for taking all that time and writing all this to me. i really appreciate that.
i don’t exactly hate my mom or anything, but at some weak moments i do complain of why me? some of those times are harder to get through than others, and last couple of days after my friend got married were hard on me.
i am not ugly, i am just dark skinned. i don’t really think anymore that i am ugly. and it’s not even about beauty anymore it’s about my entire self. i have gone through so much criticism and putting down that i want that one guy (my husband) to love and accept me the way i am, and i want to feel good about the fact that someone loves me for who i am.
thank so much seriously. i just needed some support yesterday when i created this thread, and i am already feeling so much better ALHAMDULILAH.