i accept i am wrong but it doesn't help

Re: i accept i am wrong but it doesn't help

you stated you don't have free time, then how would getting married help?

keep yourself busy in school and do things that will keep ya happy

thank you so much i will INSHALLAH do what you suggested.

thank you redvelvet for taking all that time and writing all this to me. i really appreciate that.
i don't exactly hate my mom or anything, but at some weak moments i do complain of why me? some of those times are harder to get through than others, and last couple of days after my friend got married were hard on me.
i am not ugly, i am just dark skinned. i don't really think anymore that i am ugly. and it's not even about beauty anymore it's about my entire self. i have gone through so much criticism and putting down that i want that one guy (my husband) to love and accept me the way i am, and i want to feel good about the fact that someone loves me for who i am.

thank so much seriously. i just needed some support yesterday when i created this thread, and i am already feeling so much better ALHAMDULILAH.