Re: husband away
^ patience is a virtue, remind your friends of that. Secondly you said you love him, emotions like love do not resolve with a paper saying divorced. Obviously i or anyone else here cannot claim to know the dynamics of your life in full detail. So do not make a decision wildly. Make dua, this is the month of ramadan, seek advice from some good solid religious source after discussing with them your problems in entirety. That is to get the religious perspective on things. Then make a decision based on your thoughts.