mmkaki..i know how u feel..i hardly ever feel hungry..thats the problem..ppl say kuch kia pia karo but they dont understand that i dont feel hungry!..if i eat when im not huingry its uncomfortable and makes me want to throw up..and im going to stop caring if aunties tell me im kamzor..i dont care anymore..ppl will never be happy and will alwayz have soemthign to complain about..im getting married soon too..and i dont care if i look kamzor at my function..they tell me that i look too much like bachi now buit for hte wedding function i should look like a woman..WTH..who do they think they r?..
waht relaly bugs me is the stupid comments that everyioone has..they alwayz watch me eat..what i eat nad how much..and if i pass on say mithai 4 ex..(not bcs i dont eat mitaih by the way)..theyll alwayz start telling ppl around 'oh look she on a diet'..one time this uncle in our house styeaed over nad he saw me drinking herbal tea instead of our desi chai(u know doodh-pati)..and he started making big announcements to toher guests who would come over that 'look she ONLY drinks herbal tea..she on a DIET'..im really sick of trying to explain things..that that is not the damn reason i dirnk herbal tea instead of chai..but i really tired of it now..i just stopped taking it as seriously but it stills quite annoying..i hate it when ppl think that i am this way on purpose and they start talking about me with eacho other especailly in fornt of other guests n relatives and at functions..
what do they want from me anywayzz?..i think they just nreed soemthign to talk about..one uncle came to ur house and said that if i dont gain weight my liver will stop functioning and i will become a chronic mareez in the hospithaal..can u beleive him?..i llook fine..our desis ppl have major problems..na motions ko jeene dete hain aur na pathlions ko.. patha neh kia chate hain ?..so dont listent to anybody..u cnat force soemthign that is one way by nature..
be happy with how god made u..
This is wat realllly happens wiv me tooo.........:S my chachoo took me to his home blaming my mom that she dont take care of me n it waz of no use coz i really cant make him understand that i dont feel hungry my self............my shadii is going to be soon n this wat every one says u look so young i hardly look like an 18 yrs old gal .............i feel good about it coz loag apni age chupatay hei they try to look younger and its a blessing for me kei i my self look younger.....anyways well im happy like wat im my fiance n inlaws dont have any prob but it is me who wants to increase a lil weight so ppl stop botherin to talk about me ....duuuhhhhhhh
anyways i know its not that possible so um happy the way im