Re: How bad
a kind of, yes. and ppl who are mayoos lack faith in Allah and that is why they suffer it I guess 
do astaghfaar, tell the shaitan to get lost and stop filling youir head with insecurities and hope that inshallah everything be ok, knowing that whatever happens, happens for the best and God never places a burden on a believer more then he/ she is able to bear.
lol, nahi yaar.
hmmmm… uss pei fatwa lena parhe ga… how much are you willing to pay?