Uffff I can be such a nervous wreck sometimes....I just had a vrey hectic weekend last week. Meeting his sis really made me nervous. I have never liked a guy this much before and I dont know why but I just got so scared and insecure when I had to meet her. Usually I am this selfoconfident girl mingling with ppl easily and even when I met this guy for the very first time I was really confident about myself.
I dont know...maybe it has something to do with the fact that I really hate paki women as I have experienced them in a bad way and here I was meeting a paki woman being his sis. I just didnt know what to do and had not had the time to think about how to meet her as it was all planned very fast and I had been all stressed out cuz of job and some stuff going on at home. So I guess, I have been quiet immature not going to her and welcoming her.
Since she left she has been smsing and e-mailing with me. Now I feel that she is trying to welcome me into her world by telling me about her son etc. And I guess it was difficult for her to just stick with me when she was told not to tell about me and her bro to anyone and ppl she came over with would get suspicious about her sudden liking this girl...
Anyways...I think I have cooled down a bit now and trying to regain my self confidence.
Fayz, he is not coming so far as I am going abroad for some weeks soon. I have a business meeting in his city in a month so we will meet then. I have been transfered to his city and will move in a couple of months so I think its gonna be goo for both of us not having the distance creating such frustrations.
He will send over his parents some time after my stay in their city so dua karna:)
chamili baji don't worry :) hou tha asey bhi hou tha hey . she just want to give expression of nand :D just kidding. i think she want her brother to marry some where else.
AMEEN 