Re: Help!
I got the Condo you all! Im so happy but sad at the same time. I met with my husband last night and he seemed like he was happy-but he had to rush home. I talked to him today and I find out that his parents have been giving him a hard time about being out-I guess they have been trying to make sure he doesnt see me. I know he loves me but he loves his parents as well. He is upset because he feels like he cant make everyone happy. HE told me he is going to move far away-away from everyone. HE feels bad about everything and just wants to do alone. I didnt even fight it this time-Ive heard this too meny times. He has made me cry so meny times. I told him that he can do what ever he feels like he has to to be happy-because its about him ,its always been about what is easier for him. I told him that if he can live with what he has done and where he has left me and just as easily earase me from his mind,heart and his life then I will let him go. I think he was surprised. You know what-I know that he is caught in the middle. HE new what he was doing and and now that its hard he wants to leave. It hurts that he doesnt understand the situation he has put me through-what I will have to deal with. I am the one who will be alone trying to deal with everyones thanai with a smile so my son doesnt know that his mother is crying inside. I have to think about him-so I dont have time to help my husband understand what he is doing is not right. If he doesnt know it himself-then he will never know. Thank you all for everything-It feels good to be able to talk about this.