Re: help me
^ There's nothing odd about being 32A. Allah SWT has made many women in this size and they certainly should not feel "odd" or ashamed.
rida: What you are undergoing from your husband and inlaws is called mental abuse and NO ONE is entitled to treat you in this manner, for any reason. You've been given a lot of good advice in this thread. The first step you need to take is to actually start believing that you are worth more than these people think and that you are entitled to more respect and love than they give you. Until you actually believe that, no change will occur.