Re: Heartbreak
Ahh ok I know this feeling exactly. The guy that promised himself to me is marrying his cousin in a few months. We were in a relationship for 3 years, his guilt to family made him agree to marriage while pretending everything was fine in our relationship. I saw a bit of weird behavior but because I trusted him so much put it down to other stresses. Hear elsewhere what he’s actually doing and I couldn’t believe it. I can see in his face and desperation now that he made the wrong choice but doesn’t have the ball’s to speak and rectify.
Our communication is still there, we don’t want to end but in my heart it’s over and his too realises what he’s gona do. He will still see me and tell me he doesn’t want to marry her. I don’t want this as we discussed our future and we both see same thing but he has to. I feel guilty for the poor girl he’s gonna marry after many people and not just myself can see he’s only going through for family.
I’m angry for me, cos i thought it’d be me. For her sorry even cos I know he doesn’t want her. And for him just give up cos he can’t even now gain the backbone to rectify the situation before a girl marries a guy her parents chose but he tells me he still wants to see me. I never will cos I can’t interfere but the knowledge of it all is just disgraceful.