Gori dey nakhrey, shaawa!

I think i meant it 100%. I honestly dont remember ever saying it out loud to her, but in my own personal tantrum fests, yes, I meant it very much that I didnt want to end up like her. but I dont think i realized back then how spoiled rotten I was and that my parents didnt deserve the attitude I gave them. Now that those dyas are gone...I wish I could do them over.

But...ah.....all that matters is that things are different now. :)