Give me an insight

maybe i do not sound mature like a 24 year old american but i am mature in real life. i have a very normal life in pakistan. yes i got more love than other people, but that is not my fault and nothing wrong with getting more love. only good people are loved more than others, nobody loves a bad child, right?

when i cannot talk to my wife about my fights and some hurtful things she says i have to go to somebody i know. my loving brother or sister or my mother or a close friend. I want to understand why she says things she say or hurt me verbally. I think she is hurt and maybe gets angry because of hurt but when we try to talk we end up with more fights. sometimes i think what is the faida.

but we love eachother very much, we fight we become naraz but she always comes back to me. that tells me she still loves me right.