You know..I do take breaks from Instagram and other social media, but there are so many examples of people around me that I know that are successful and I compare my self to them. The cycle just continues..its something I just chose to live with and can’t really do anything about other than push my self to do better. Some days I make progress other days I don’t and regress backwards. Although praying to Allah helps ease the pain it usually comes back later when someone starts telling me how great their “husband/wife/cousin/uncle/friend is.” I think the best way to describe loneliness is like being a black sheep permanently, although people tell you, you are FAAAAAAAAAAAAAAR from it…but its that type of feeling. Like you’re always the odd one out in whatever endeavor you take part in.You can be in the crowd, heck can even be the leader of that crowd..but sometimes being the leader can be the lonelinest. It’s the feeling that you’re the odd one out in the crowd, that you don’t belong. "One of these things is not like the others.."Any ways…I only go on social media initially for the funny meme’s and the news, but every now again a friend or a random post will come up. Someone got married…oh someone got promoted..etc.
