Feeling Tense and disturb today!

yes i said to him that i cant marry in december and i want to extend it bcoz i have my final year project in december and i want to concentrate on it.He said ok do ur studies , we will try to delay it .I took this step jus to find out their more faces ...I dont want to break my relation dat early.I know u ppl want me to do so and i know dis too dat u ppl are really care for me and want to save me from such evils but i wanna give my love a lil more time ...I hope this thing will work ! On my engagement he also give me a special bouquet which waz jus for me and it waz sooo beautiful :( Dont know why he sometimes act like strangers and sometime act like my wonderful fiancy ....