Re: feeling lonely ;(
R u sure u r missing your MIL? I think it may n just your husband u r missing. Its different when you come to the UK, u have your own family with u so u r not on your own or lonely. In Pak because husband and MIL are away and there is no one else at home all day u get lonely. But it's natural to miss your MIL, u have bin living together for so long. Even if u do have your fair share of run ins. I think it's a good thing that u r missing her.
She has gone to do Hajj and has left with a clean heart, so inshallah things will b better between u 2 when she returns.