I made quite alot of search on the internet and I came to know that I am facing social anxiety disorder...
Yes, I do have fear of people in public and groups.. even with some friends.. I am quite all the time while they are doing their own shughals..
My hearts starts pounding, butterflies fly abrutbly in the stomach whenever I am called on rostem in class or in case of public speaking..
I liked a girl alot in the university.. she is 1 year senior... I havent approached her but she knows that I flirt with her sometimes... when I am passing near her or even just see her.. my heart starts pounding.. my body start sweating and butterflies in stomach(nervousness)...
That is the problem I am facing... social anxiety..
I want to talk, communicate with people like a normal human being...
But the words wont come out!