Ozair, you remind me a little bit of myself :) I used to be like that... I lacked self-confidence throughout school, college and university. Yep, I had friends but for some reason, I couldn't maintain those friendships... and honestly I still can't.... I suck at making friends. To me, my family is everything and friends are just for gup shup, time pass, etc.... friends par zyaada focus mat karo..... people are very selfish these days anyways. I've been burnt by friendships a couple of time and after that, I just treat them as they come and go.
Anyways, my main advantage was my family, they were always there for me so I never went through all that you're going through. You have to focus on your family and develop confidence in yourself. As long as you're secure in your relationship with your family, you'll be fine.
First, develop good relationships with your siblings.... get close to them, thats extremely important.
Secondly, since you are not doing too good at making friends face-to-face, do it over the internet, just don't expect too much out of it.... just make friends to boost your self confidence and for some social interaction.
Thirdly, start focusing on your appearance.... looking good will make you feel more confident.
Feel free to PM me if you want, I'll try to give you tips on what to do :)
i agree with this..ozair u r giving too much importance to 'friends'..there r very few people in this world who r deserving of the title of a 'true friend'.. so just have fun with acquaintances..heh tho tikh heh nehi to nah sehi..dont cry for anybody..if u do this is bewakoofi..no one is worth it except ur family nd ur spouse..