Re: feeling jealous and envious.. gone suicidal
Ozair,
To me you seem very intelligent , sensitive and open minded kid.
It is also good that you want to change things that are wrong about you.
Please remember it is very easy to make friends in your age. All you have to do is invite them to go to cafeteria and have something to eat or drink.
I guess you are having problem striking conversation with strangers. That is not difficult too. You can get some tips about how to start a conversation with someone from internet and by reading some books. You want to improve yourself , your image and your people skills there is tons of materials on those subjects on internet and in bookstores.
You can join many many forums on the internet which are dedicated to these subjects and you can get lot of help and make lots of friends on those forums.
I am sure in where ever you are there would be some suicide hotline to call and seek their help.
The comment dermatologist made was very unprofessional. If you are losing hair it is not your fault and it is his job to make sure that you do not lose anymore.Please remember a dermatologist is not a psychiatrist. You still need to see a psychiatrist, they have different attitude and mindset.